It's Time to Celebrate Vulnerability
- tarahdesousa

- Sep 7, 2020
- 2 min read
Trust, transparency, and authenticity are all key components of successful, engaging communications. But the challenges brought on by COVID-19 have uncovered a rising star, often overlooked by the brighter giants: vulnerability.
I wouldn't be a very trustworthy communicator if I didn't take my own advice. So, in the spirit of being vulnerable, I'm sharing a handful of my latest poems with you, stranger.
Poetry has always been an escape for me. And something I do out of necessity, with passion and joy. I write poems to process my thoughts, feelings, and observations about the world around me. For me, poetry offers a window into our humanity - the raw, airy, vulnerable bits. My hope is that you find pieces of yourself in these poems, and they help you better connect and communicate with others about your hopes, fears and dreams. We are united in the shared experience of being human. P.S. - Growing up, I always felt self-conscious of the bump on the bridge of my nose. I hated my profile, and would have never posed for a full-on profile shot (like the one in this article's thumbnail). It's past time to embrace the bumps that make us unique and tell the story of what it means to be ourselves.
Pandemic Poems
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Pre-pandemic
_____
2/5/20
Smiling into nothing,
I watch the water rush over my
limbs like lodged logs in white water.
The air feels eternal -
I could smudge the sky with my bare
fingers and poke out the pudding eyes of
the stars.
Maybe this hot tub is making me crazy;
maybe this moment is a gift from above.
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Early pandemic
_____
3/23/20
And honest to goodness
tonight
I'll fling my war-torn body to reach
the slight, starry crevice to heaven to
touch a fleeting piece of the divine.
We're all suffocating inside our pandemic
pajamas
till the after work air chills us to life.
One time,
my jacket catching my sweater
was your footsteps,
and I looked back to re-learn
I was alone.
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Mid-pandemic _____ 5/25/20
A salt pond breeze,
surfs through her hair
and lifts locks
like a drunk puppeteer.
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Mid-late pandemic
_____
08/7/20
when it gets too hot
for everyone else,
it's just right for you,
you said -
but
you also said that
I could break,
if left to burn too hot.
though you are tempered like glass
you must cool to remain yourself,
in tact. Anneal.
Don't let the blaze of the world consume you.
As you whispered anneal,
in a far-off Portuguese place
like a tower in the palace of my heart
my soul laughed, I am the fire.
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08/15/20
P.S. to remember:
-Biting into a [mango-filled] bao bun
(the name of the sweetness a parenthetical, just beyond my tongue.)
-The cat's head descending softly to the blanket,
a foot fanning out its toe beans, like a sprawling palm frond.
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08/16/20
Seize the day
on Bora Bora sands.
From home I'm
walking monotony
away on a looping track.
Is it over?
Are we there yet?
Has the day been slain?
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While things seem impossible now, and we appear to be in it for the long haul with coronavirus raging this fall, we can begin to hope by sharing our fears today. Connecting with one another, being vulnerable, and supporting attempts like we celebrate success will ultimately spread some sunshine into the dark room of these covid days.
...I do remember the drowning years
When everyone else seemed a full-sailed ship and I was underwater with loss – broken. From which I got up, dried off,
and lived all this life that came after
-Josh Lefkowitz



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